this week has been hell hectic for me! almost the last person to leave work everyday. i don't leave before 8 to be exact. shagged and tired and worried. billing is up next week. and i m far off from targets though i can see the improvements and efforts coming in.

yeah.. that is the life for me so far. work and work and work..i can't help but to relate my current lifestyle to that when i was schooling in SIM. why? i start to focus and priortise work so much that i am starting to neglect my social life. 

and i know that with that, most prob i will do really well in my career. (just like how i did in sch). but again, is that really what i want. haha. i guess the main thing is really about striking a balance isn't it? and the end of the day, isn't having a family with my lovely kids what i really want?

and till now, come to think of it. i am still super pissed and insulted by what happened the other day.

I SELL BUSINESS SOLUTIONS! I DON'T SELL MY BODY.

i just don't understand how these men behave and seriously it just disgusts me to the max. but again, like what my mum says, i just have to learn to cope with all these shits. 

actually, i am pretty much enjoying my life now. manicures. family gatherings. friend's parties and gatherings. i love them all. but really, i have to learn to strike a balance. work smart but not work hard.

i am pretty worried for next week. boss is going for urgent leave for minor operation. one colleague on leave. another one always not around.  oh. pls tell me how to cover for all their accounts with just ME alone. plus, it is time of the month for billing le.. guess i m going to be super busy. super shag. but, i m sure i will pull through it. yes, a big big challenge. but once i m over this, i am stronger to the next level! :)

planning to go KL in June and also Vietnam in July.

hope all goes well.

Meishan's belief still stay:

A bad start doesn't necessarily mean a bad ending.